tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59149992011-04-22T10:01:10.614+08:00i wish i can take u somewhere far,but i don't drive a car.there are many things we can do,but i don't know where to start.i can buy you the moon or the stars,but i know i'm just dumb.i want to light up some candles and lay u down on the open field so that we can view the silent sky.i can say nothing more.i have not met you yet.please come hear me,which i think you are too far.you will find me,only if you can see the silence inside..SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comBlogger1691100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1116352573558487182005-05-18T01:34:00.000+08:002005-05-18T01:56:13.563+08:00

My heart sankdrown at your sightsilently i criedan empty smilei hate to liei dried my heart outthinking this pain will dieI am so wrongi am so weak but YOU are strongcarry me on your wings as we walk alongthank you

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1108075123535370102005-02-11T06:03:00.000+08:002005-02-11T06:38:43.536+08:00

I let u die in me my daily prayer the daily hurts in silence in silence.. I meant nothing to u juz a self pitied fool whom u can't trust whom dun seems to understand WHY DO I BOTHER? WHY DO I CARE? still blinded by u still think dat u care.. so weak in ya presence so weak in ya expands i'll throw everything away juz to climb over the fence to hear u to be with u even everything dun make sense..

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1105817285293657162005-01-16T02:47:00.000+08:002005-01-16T03:28:05.293+08:00

the words i left u it left me cold i said wat i said the hurts unfold burns me i let my tears roll unwillingly everything went wrong from the moment i speak it breaks me & i know.. how much u meant to me u meant too much too much dat i would hurt myself sadly i left u with empty words nothing i said means anything to u it's my confession hear the voice of my heart i'll stop we got nothing to say

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1105306161511891372005-01-10T05:02:00.000+08:002005-01-10T05:29:21.510+08:00

Do u remember the purple rotting flower? i can't forget help me to but is it u to bring me thru now dat i think of u it brings a tear or two.. u said its the past u left me blind a broken vase how can it be fine.. i close my fists i close it tight tighter than u ever touch don't get too close i dun wana be hold i let u go i run i run in my saviour

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1105095520319609862005-01-07T18:17:00.000+08:002005-01-07T18:58:40.320+08:00

Fly away.. now i'll see u this way fly away make me the breeze & now i'll leave like a mist.. What do u hav for me? Juz unwanted memories & a big mistake What i got for u.. it's still here.. it still bleed.. with no regrets.. But i can't keep u i can't bury u inside thou i want u to want u.. is to let go.. it's better.. Here we'll be free Liked a used chopping board the many cuts the

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1104687537822192712005-01-03T01:23:00.000+08:002005-01-03T01:38:57.823+08:00

It bleeds It hurts You are still here Still inside Bleeding.. tears to sleep in my blanket of memories Bleeding.. Sweetly i surrender As a precious gift to my saviour I kissed you goodbye Painfully like a broken vase Scattered in pieces I leave you a hug With a prayer I close my bleeding eyes It's all inside I can't find Kneel b4 my saviour open arms open wide I'll show you Inside i cry i cry

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1104095396317315512004-12-27T04:58:00.000+08:002004-12-27T05:09:56.316+08:00

Time I have given u Take all u want If u care If i meant something to u But nothing I won't let u cut me No more.. This is war & i come back ten folds This is war I'll kill my memories Memories of u How could u hurt me? What have i done? Speechless me But i got what u want This is what u want This is what u want This is what u want This is what u want Here i leave Died in ya hands.. SY

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1103823985505584552004-12-24T01:34:00.000+08:002004-12-24T01:46:25.506+08:00

I dun mean a thing to u the relutant goodbye the akward silence these are what u left for me cuts me deep that i'm lost in pain lost in silence lost in memories slip away unwillingly still i hold u still i tear..

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1103652829789398612004-12-22T01:54:00.000+08:002004-12-22T02:13:49.790+08:00

Words no longer contain no longer hold beyond words beyond hurts beyond me now i stand still cold as i bleed words don't come out screaming in silence only my prayers HE hears i have died many times i've killed myself many times even to deny how i feel about u to keep u each day in my heart it makes me a liar how can we deny how can i carry on walking even the depth of my footprint carries u u

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1096826553647432202004-10-04T01:43:00.000+08:002004-10-04T02:02:33.646+08:00

My struggles my fears my tears they died at your hands i struggle no more i speak no more no words just the silence even the sight of ya shadows hurt me goodnite let me let me fly.. SY

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1091474313121151132004-08-03T03:08:00.000+08:002004-08-03T03:18:33.120+08:00

another day heartburns i wonder when this will stop maybe the doctors maybe just me i barely get out of bed i hate the sun another speechless day my heart search for silence now to sleep Sy

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1091395104104588932004-08-02T04:39:00.000+08:002004-08-02T05:18:24.103+08:00

i held the water from ya eyes covered in my hands now it dried did i kill the pain or am i the pain passing thru ya head i held ya tears but i forgotten mine my heartburning heartsunken ship wreak now i crawl to shore with my open wounds i pray knowing it'll will fade in faith in words in luv the waves will change now on the shore i wait knowing the birds will call the sun will burn me till then

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1091120083221542682004-07-30T00:45:00.000+08:002004-07-30T00:54:43.220+08:00

Cold have i forgotten u distant silence heavy words unthink now i cut u so sorry but i hurt myself too why am i heard or just words a passer by? no i don't want to be but i want u u by my side i close my eyes now i pray now i wait knowing u r not here so hear me..  

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1090865952913990582004-07-27T02:09:00.000+08:002004-07-27T02:19:12.913+08:00

I glue cup back together picked up the pieces  from the cold floor broken in pieces wishing for more wishing to see the cracks maybe there's more now u will be strong NOW U WILL BE STRONG be strong..now here is the glue help yourself nothing i wish more nothing at all SY  

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1090352381100409502004-07-21T03:31:00.000+08:002004-07-21T03:39:41.100+08:00

happy now..happy now...happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..happy now..

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1090171449285591182004-07-19T01:16:00.000+08:002004-07-19T01:24:09.286+08:00

Here the story ends..goodbye

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1090093184322873162004-07-18T03:08:00.000+08:002004-07-18T03:56:19.580+08:00

2nd of baybeats Surreal did a good show impress impress end off eating with the Buddhistson boys ha ha! great! merch tent was crowded + bz.. i did nothing..hehe! Ray was funny.. my peeing buddy!   Thank U God.. U r so good so faithful so real i know U r here with me..       my sleeping beauty i wish to make u mine time will tell everything God knows His time i see u today

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1090012256559412532004-07-17T04:57:00.000+08:002004-07-17T05:10:56.560+08:00

baybeats is awesome.. great to see all these folks..ha ha!   Thank U God.. for everything.. for the weather.. for the shelter i lived in..       morning shines ya beauty whining awake close my eyes a little longer   noon overdose of sleep flooded u & me still hardly awake   still missing scent of u quietly asleep   Sy    

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1089835176849234022004-07-15T03:49:00.000+08:002004-07-15T03:59:36.850+08:00

Oh heavenly father Come fill me As I rest in ya arms In my sleep In my dreams Let me see u Take me Take everything I know It’s all yours Let it be Just u & me a song for my Saviour.. without HIM.. i duno who i am.. without HIM.. there's no life.. thank U once again.. the whole of today all i wanted is to be with u the whole of today just wana hear u the whole of today left me cold the end of

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1089740585140282132004-07-14T00:49:00.000+08:002004-07-14T01:43:05.140+08:00

nice & cold today i luv this weather for now for now Thank U God.. for the weather for the food for this life thank U sooo much.. each day passes i dug deeper searching for u burying me burying how i feel thot u shld know but here i'm speechless colour everything this way now i see it this way help so only in prayer i seek here i say goodnite Sy Sy

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1089659598819919622004-07-13T02:53:00.000+08:002004-07-13T03:13:18.820+08:00

Exams are over.. at least the 1st module.. lets hope i pass..he he! Thank U God.. for this life.. this bed i sleep.. this house i lived in.. the food b4 me.. U r so faithful.. fall break me in pieces please i shouldn't be here but i want to stay to see u behind the face truthfully there's no waiting not for me not for anyone let me fade fade away in my prayers i'll see u again nite.. SY

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1089444972588275332004-07-10T15:19:00.000+08:002004-07-10T15:36:12.586+08:00

Lastnite, Observatory is great.. moody lights + awesome designs.. ha ha! noon.. haven't read much for exams.. oh dear!!! still stuck at electronics.. i hope i dun have to repeat this module!!! Thank u God.. U r so good to me.. so faithful to me.. Black.. u & me.. both in glasses.. u & me.. so much of u.. i adore.. here i can only wait.. to fade ya painful past.. waiting for.. the colourful

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1089131457622856652004-07-07T00:22:00.000+08:002004-07-07T00:32:34.050+08:00

Tired.. after one nite of recording with SKY.. then mixing the blues song in skool till 6am.. haven't got the chance to sleep.. it's heavy..skool+ SKY+ the fest!!! Thank u God.. it has been great!!! purple today.. the flower reflects u.. how beautiful.. sleepless me.. dinner.. u & the tired me.. how beautiful.. to walk beside u.. the scent of u.. remains.. the purple alien flower.. Sy

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1088883730269311962004-07-04T03:26:00.000+08:002004-07-04T03:42:10.270+08:00

Finally i'm back.. my pc died like last week.. exams coming..next next monday.. + Sonic Fest. + Skool projects deadline.. + Sky.. oh!!! abit worried.. watched.. >Spiderman 2 >asterix & Obelix Thank U God.. U r so faithful.. so sweet.. so dear to me.. i wana be more like U.. teach me.. The food.. the gigantic sugarcane drink.. the secret garden.. the water feature.. the dragonfly tiles.. the

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1087756440129435052004-06-21T02:25:00.000+08:002004-06-21T02:34:00.130+08:00

church.. father's day.. hangout at the shop..he he! movie.. thank U God.. wat can i say.. i owe u everything.. walking.. thot this's the last.. the slowest walk.. the broken heart.. i wish u can stay longer.. here as we sit.. yours & my words.... my tears.. so i say goodnite.. SY

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1087672641769486582004-06-20T02:49:00.000+08:002004-06-20T03:53:14.756+08:00

meeting.. hangout at the shop.. sweet.. thank u God.. for this's a beautiful day.. tonite.. i decided to walk away.. yes from u.. i know i can't keep dat.. i'm such a liar.. not dat u hav done anything wrong.. just me.. painting the picture alone.. dun seems to see u.. here.. i can't hide.. there's nothing inside.. all in words.. all in truth.. does it matter to u.. i ask too much.. i'll see u

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1087589067241054692004-06-19T02:37:00.000+08:002004-06-19T04:04:27.240+08:00

japanese food.. hmm.. movie.. home.. dat nite.. the swing.. the rotating plate.. the garden.. i wish u could stay.. thank U God.. for the chance to be alive.. to see ya beautiful creations.. thank U once again.. days just fly by.. with u around.. now i wonder how.. all those time i hav.. i spent it with u.. it'll be blank.. if i walked away.. at ya doorstep.. it's harder.. each time u leave.

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1087492525744182022004-06-18T00:21:00.000+08:002004-06-18T01:15:25.743+08:00

SKool okok.. ha ha! weather is hot.. really! thank U God.. i'm still alive.. sometimes.. mr nice & miss nice.. just don't meet.. even if they do.. the past hurts will keep them bz.. so unbelievable.. the stereo types.. the emotional burns.. lies..all lies.. i can only pray.. yours eyes carried sorrow.. u look so tired today.. so frail.. a voice i can only feel.. pain.. silence hides ya

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1087417420380809642004-06-17T02:31:00.000+08:002004-06-17T04:23:40.380+08:00

recorded princess at the studio.. last minute thingy in skool.. he he! thank U God.. for ya faithfulness.. how luvly U r.. we were late.. sat at the bus stop.. side by side.. so sweet.. a quiet nite.. just u & me.. so we speak.. my words..your words u r so luvly tonite.. i can feel my heartbeat.. it spells ya name.. so here i see u home.. so much too say.. so much i can't.. Goodnite.. SY

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1087323126405345752004-06-16T01:56:00.000+08:002004-06-19T01:03:56.850+08:00

skool is fun.. touching the console now.. ha ha ha! finally!!! dinner.. coffee.. a few friends.. u.. walking u.. sweeeeeeeeeeeet.. thank U God.. for the everything.. for ya faithfulness.. teach me to be more like u.. & not me.. i'm walking.. u r finding.. the path.. which way u ask.. just pray i said.. to luv is to surrender.. to accept is to luv.. having u in my head.. having u in my hands.

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1087234390800683742004-06-15T01:24:00.000+08:002004-06-15T01:33:10.800+08:00

from suppers to dinners to shows to shopping.. til i walk u home.. these few days r sweet..sweeeeet.. so wearing brown... ha ha ha!!! we duno only God.. thank U Father.. for i know U care.. U r so faithful.. so graceful.. thank U.. the seed within the fruit.. lies a child.. an endless stream of energy.. waiting.. so child like.. so sweet.. as thou i can taste it.. so now.. the season.. when

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086978542395839692004-06-12T02:16:00.000+08:002004-06-12T02:36:50.470+08:00

luvly.. having u today.. not like i had u for dinner.. thou i wish the dinner never end.. yes! u..amazing.. your mind.. seems simple.. but yet so intriguing.. sometimes it taste like honey.. sometimes it taste so sad.. i'm just too simple.. perhaps boring.. well,nevermind.. some memories can kill.. they stay.. just like scars.. they tell a story.. but the wounds are healed.. now..i'm walking.

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086888136429543962004-06-11T01:11:00.000+08:002004-06-11T01:22:16.430+08:00

sometimes i hate being Symon.. more about me r surfacing.. so much dirt in me.. sometimes i wonder when this'll end.. God is so good.. He wounds..He heal..cos He luv.. thank U God.. for the people around me.. they r so real.. they care.. i'm humbled.. thank U once again.. should i walk away? i'm such a coward.. here i pray.. but where's my faith.. i want to wait.. i want to hear.. please

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086723411994787672004-06-09T01:39:00.000+08:002004-06-09T03:36:51.993+08:00

Nothing i said is heard.. but i know my God hears.. i feel that i am constantly at fault.. so much i wana say.. i duno how.. i bottled it up.. labeled it anger.. so here i pray.. kill pride.. help me hear the words U said.. only U i'll follow.. let me hear U..please! thank U my God.. i said what i said.. leaves me no choice.. distant grew.. for the better.. u & me.. i so hate to leave.. so

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086625873120884212004-06-08T00:10:00.000+08:002004-06-08T00:31:13.120+08:00

played b.ball today..ha ha! yes! felt a bit burnt.. sun was too hot.. no jammin today.. all thanx to mis com.. well,i was carrying my guitar since noon.. wah lau! it was great hanging out with the VR boys.. finally met daren's girl.. the legend..ha ha! thank U God.. U r so good to me.. the weather.. the food.. the people.. thank U once again.. i see.. u r busy today.. few words.. 1 phone call

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086548283260467212004-06-07T02:04:00.000+08:002004-06-07T02:58:03.260+08:00

i write to feed the monster inside.. or did.. i write to kill my thots inside??? so i let my words out.. i wana

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086468497973623262004-06-06T04:10:00.000+08:002004-06-06T04:49:09.680+08:00

Tam & Jeff's wedding is awesome.. marriage is such a beautiful thing.. yeah! thou i know wat to name my children.. still..got to find myself a wife.. i mean wait for God.. saw maz & dat spainish SHIT.. ha ha! so disgusting.. how i wanted to break his face.. then again how stupid i am..he he! thank God for His mercy.. i passed.. another movie nite.. with the BABE,rom,kev& me..he he! b4 dat got

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086375798182277662004-06-05T02:32:00.000+08:002004-06-05T03:03:18.183+08:00

evening.. poor thing.. so sorry abt ya tummy flu.. had a great time at the doc & ezy video.. sadly..we hav to part.. thanx for the evening.. it was really sweet.. nite.. dinner at chom chom.. yes! with Tim & Ted.. really happy to hangout.. same O lame O guys..he he! so glad to see these boys.. time flies.. Thank U God.. U r so awesome.. the food.. the company.. the BABE.. help me not to take

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086355535340443092004-06-04T21:19:00.000+08:002004-06-04T21:25:35.340+08:00

lastnite was awesome.. got to eat sushi.. got to watch Harry porter 3..he he! got to be with someone so luvly.. sadly the nite hav to end.. thank u God..for the chance to be alive.. i peel the layers.. i scratch the surface to know u.. i'll find u..i will.. time will tell.. here i say a prayer for us.. in HIS will i surrender.. goodnite.. SY

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086203852586760252004-06-03T03:00:00.000+08:002004-06-03T03:17:32.586+08:00

ha ha! had a great time with Json & lawy.. these project mates really happening lor! thank God.. cell was awesome.. tired thou.. had supper..now really broke.. cab fare not cheap lor! wah lau!!! thank U God.. for the power of prayer.. U r so faithful..so luvly.. for i know U hear me.. thank u once again.. now i shall not hide.. make me write less.. let me tell u.. allow me to show u.. now

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086125662458887772004-06-02T04:57:00.000+08:002004-06-02T05:34:22.456+08:00

ha ha! missed skool today..too tired.. site review was great.. thanx to Gordo..he's the man! had a great time shopping with marcus..he he! end up watching Shrek 2 with jahson & jeromo.. wah!!! lame to the max..wat a Disney killer.. yeah! had a great time.. tired!!! yes! wat a long day.. thank U God.. u r so faithful.. teach me not to take U for granted.. help me to not to look back.. for i hate

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1086024982403141392004-06-01T00:29:00.000+08:002004-06-01T01:41:05.680+08:00

skool.. jammin at a friend's place..he he!!! suppose to meet someone.. sadly..i didn't.. here i feel left out.. but it's kool lah!!! cut my hair..again.. this time.. hopefully this style works.. felt so ugly today.. so uneasy.. but i know God didn't made me this way! He is beautiful.. i'm made in His image.. i better believe dat.. dats the truth.. thank U God.. for the talents u give.. it's

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1085942398279566112004-05-31T01:54:00.000+08:002004-05-31T02:39:58.280+08:00

church.. hangout at the shop.. watched The day after tomorrow.. not too bad lah! ha ha! Ted is back.. another boys hangout.. great..just like b4.. 6 years > Sad to know..u SHE is turning away.. forsake her friend.. for that Spanish man.. i'm forgotten.. i'm free.. here u r.. i wish u well.. u r gone.. painfully.. i'm not yours.. it hurts to see u this way.. but i'm gone.. gone for good.. i'll

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1085859119564309132004-05-30T02:56:00.000+08:002004-05-30T03:31:59.563+08:00

S.E service is great.. another powerful nite.. God is in the house.. yeah!!! oh!!! had a great time playin.. with a kitten today.. + i got free mangoes..ha ha! thanx..hor!!! wah!so happy lor! thank U God.. it's truely U.. dat i'm still here.. thank U once again.. I shared so much wif u.. no idea why.. u r so lovely..tonite.. it hurts to see u in pain.. on the bus..there we r.. sitting

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1085772882794832852004-05-29T03:05:00.000+08:002004-05-29T03:34:42.793+08:00

ha ha! Creative sales today.. lousy lor!.. had a great time thou.. God is showing..these..to me.. praying for people.. & standing by..my surrounding.. i care..He cares.. thank U for being there.. an apple a day.. i want u to have.. it's yours.. i want u to know.. i care.. today we met.. words seems easy.. my joy to hear u.. my joy to see u.. in prayer as i think of u.. Sy

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1085685387119050702004-05-28T02:42:00.000+08:002004-05-28T03:16:27.120+08:00

skool was fun today..ha ha!!! hung out in the shop.. met up with romy & kev.. yes!!! jason too.. he's crashing over today thou.. he he!!! thank u God.. u r so faithful.. there's nothing i can do.. to deserve everyday.. In my head.. there u go.. so here i am..resist.. why? i wana hold ya hands.. and tell u dat i care.. why? wat is in u? dat makes me so weak.. so weak.. i just dun understand..

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1085601247684347292004-05-27T03:15:00.000+08:002004-05-27T04:11:20.823+08:00

skool,cell meeting,supper.. interesting topic for class today.. Thank U God.. for everything.. so sweet of U.. face to face.. side by side.. we exchange a few words.. so dear to me.. still.. there is so much to know.. about u..inside u.. where should i begin.. when i've to cut myself away from u.. would u allow me to draw nearer.. time.. season.. the painful wait.. should i drag myself away..

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1085508412017288182004-05-26T01:33:00.000+08:002004-05-26T02:06:52.016+08:00

so glad to be part of the church drama team.. ha ha! saw the clips of the Sentosa retreat.. man!!! i think i am a joke..ha ha!!! thank U God for the chance to serve & to be creative.. i waited for u.. but tonite u r off.. my only means to hear u.. to write to u.. now to miss u.. r we hiding? or r we blind? hope u find me.. maybe in time.. i hope u understand.. knowing u seems so far.. and

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1085431694089691682004-05-25T01:16:00.000+08:002004-05-25T04:48:14.090+08:00

ha ha! ran 5km..today..still can!!! had a great nap.. moody ..i'm glad i rest.. had a great time chatting with tall J..he he!!! Thank U God..wat a sweet day! [she's near and i fear] 18 may.. my confession begins.. ya beauty.. my weakness.. how can i know u? where should i start.. so i start in my prayers.. and in my prayers i'll see u.. daily.. hoping dat u find me someday.. now.. u & i..

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weak.. in my caveman mood.. stayed home the entire evening.. dun feel like socialising.. caveman theory.. ya name i fail to spell.. but i fail to forget.. i know how u sound.. how beautiful u r.. images of u i can't escape.. and i'm here enduring.. i wana have ya number.. but i know..i'll do no good.. my heart will call out to u.. even if my hands are tied.. i'll disable my means to u.. i

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1084995683441239272004-05-20T02:48:00.000+08:002004-05-20T03:41:23.440+08:00

saw u again..wah lau ehhh! can't escape u lah.. now wat to do..oh God!!! this one killa lah!!! thank U God.. for such a beautiful being to look at.. What should i do when i look at u? so lovely..so peaceful.. i can force my eyes to shut.. but my heart betrays me.. What should i do when i look at u? i put u in all my prayers.. praying dat i'll be far apart from u.. so no harm shall touch u..

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Dear God.. the ugly me..today.. i know U didn't made me this way.. i feel it in my skin.. i'm so sorry.. as a child i would cry to forget everything.. allow my tears to wash my mistakes.. now..i wish i could.. let me walk away.. but i can't.. why can't i lay my eyes on u? just U..U alone.. let me forget my selfish desire.. let me hear u.. my Saviour..my Saviour.. how worried i am? how shallow i

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Recorded Mr latino..ha ha! 3 down..many more to go.. well,pretty tiring today.. hmmm.. i luv recording.. too bad i don't own any studio.. hai ya!!! really great having friends to pop by for recording.. ha ha! like a family outting lor! he he! yes!The BABE was in the studio today.. so drop dead...........u know lah!!! wahhhh! feel ugly lor..can't help it.. really must pray..this esteem thingy

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wah!!!KL is a killa.. yes! my 2nd trip with the Gloria boys! farting is so fun.. well,now it's so annoying.. smell + the noise..wah! can die.. ate so much..+ talked so much cock..fun man!!! the gig was awesome man! haven't seen so much chics in gigs like dat.. of course happy lah! the trips on the wagon was great.. arriving & departing..both were awesome.. road trip man!!! the KL boys were

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ha ha! at hem's place..he he!!! KL here we come..ha ha ha!!! eat eat eat..more eat!!! alamak!!! drink also.. man! i wana perform KL leh!!! wah! so shoik lor!!! hur hur! thank u God..still alive & kicking.. oh yes!!! haven't really say hi to miss zara..he he!!! SY

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weather is so hot.. ha ha!!!at the shop.. lazy lazy afternoon.. man!!!i wana sleep.. went to Zara..yes yes..very unlike me.. he he!!! no choice mah! my friend's day job..he he!!! anyhow..happen to see james there..trying out suit.. man! time flies.. financial..oh! God pls provide.. studying & workin is really hard.. when there isn't any much job to do.. hurr! thank u God..i'm still alive..

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worked at PRINT today.. just realised dat.. quite a handful of them are gay.. nice people lah! just dun squeeze my butt..ha ha! scary in a way..ha ha ha! hung out wif tall J & CHOWder.. ha ha ha! fun.. yes! 2moro anoher recording..yes!!! thank u God..for this life..

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moody! why? never understand me.. he he! pc is down with some virus..errr! hav to re install..he he! thank u God..i'm still alive..

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another day.. dreamweaver is really testing my patience.. in an audio recording skool..why learn muitimedia? well, if so..need more time to learn this thingy man!!! 1 hr practical..hmm..how much can one learn..??? daren came for click track.. man! checkout the clicks.. waves beyond waves..hurrrr! thank u God..for ya faithfulness..

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Sour.. taste.. why? hav i lost my ways? thot i was walking.. i know i'm not alone.. seems so cold.. so little time to think.. tired.. just done jogging..4km.. this's bad..he he! still gt web crap to do.. thank u God..i'm still here!

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slept the whole day..he he! suppose to read up my notes..ha ha! anyhow,had a great time today.. watch 2 shows[50 1st dates & kill bill2] yeah! hungout with 2 sistas..earlier..he he! i think KEL is quite a chic..watsup with dancers??? man! really duno why am i into arty gals..oh nooo! later in the nite me hungout with jeromo & daren.. well,sadly KB2 is notdat hap..lost man!!! QT failed in this

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Drama cell was great.. now dancing for me..ha ha! my hands & feet dun seems to sync.. tired..ha ha! dumb test is around the corner.. skool..hai ya!!! may is nearing..going KL..ha ha! yes! with the band Gloria, again.. thank u God.. for the chance to study again.. & the many things of course.. i should stay away.. into the arms of a dancer.. i might fall asleep.. will i be awake.. so graceful

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SOnic edge service was great..he he! praise God..HE's in the house man realized dat i'm really not good doing management stuff.. watever lah! nothing is gona stop me from serving God.. the bz me.. church+skool+band+site coordinator+work+sonic edge time keeper.. wah! tiring..mondays to sunday.. overslept for skool..he he! thank U God..i'm still here..alive & kicking..

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late for class again..he he! tired..muiti media stuff..so bad at it.. thank u God..i'm still alive.. SY

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acting audition.. wah! bad lor! glad to see Debra..he he! ma ma! skool was a mess.. drama class was great.. nicole highway gave way!!! explosion..hmm..i was around the area.. tired.. thank u God..for food,music,books..wat a day..i'm still alive..wah! i am!!! SY

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finally the show is over..i want my pay soon.. what a long week..+got essay to write+ SKY'S recording..wah!!! sadly, she's leaving.. does it matters.. i think it does.. am i escaping? i duno..i duno.. just walk..walk.. 3 things dat happened recently.. > ya departure.. >jap keyboard princess got attached.. >miss B got attached..spotted her holding hands with her man..no nice lor! errr! wah

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drama cell was great..he he! tired..headache.. thank U God..let ya Will be done..i dun owe anything..

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skool..protools..movie with the Sky boys..home..tired..watching cartoon..zzzZZZ later.. thank U God..wat a day..

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awesome gig..crowd was empty.. yeah! played the last set..wat to expect..he he! let my silence be my prayers.. words can't carry how i feel but U know..God.. i wana see U nothing else.. sometimes i wish i can be numb to girls.. i hate to be attracted & lose my sight.. well, there's no way to escape..just face it..ha ha! thank U for seeing us.. i can feel ya presence.. God is in the house.. i

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hav not simle in awhile.. joy..where r u? i've seen too much.. too much dat i let the story repeats itself.. i'm so tired of this lie.. but i just can't seems to move.. or am i just afraid to trust.. here i speak the words of my heart.. and sometimes i hear silence.. how did get myself so far.. now i'll just turn my voices to prayers.. nothing i know works..nothing.. i don't know anymore..

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tummy upset..exploded twice this morning.. got fever at noon.. now..freaking tired..errr! thank u GOd..it's time for me to rest..

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skool is another joke today.. still can't believe i'm a student.. ha ha! hungout with my fella female classmate at tampines mall.. yes! pretty funny thou.. wats with gal doing audio? ha ha! cell group was good..God is in the house.. thank u God..without u i won't be studying..without u i got no talents..thank u once again..

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thank u God..for today..tired! it's so unbelievable.. an old friend of mine turn out to be such a beauty.. wah! i mean hot lor!.. sadly,me gotta stay away.. it's really great not taking her number thou.. cheeky me..

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Jammin was good..tired.. still adjusting to skool.. ha ha! lazy me..better revise my work soon..he he! sold vac xine's demo..ha ha! happy me.. thank u God..for reverything..

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THE PASSION is an awesomatious power max show.. so real..man! spirit filled stuff.. i'm humbled..i'm speechless.. i'm so sorry..GOd.. thank u God.. there's nothing i can say.. the price of luv.. the blood..the tears.. the pain.. THANK U JESUS.. no one would die for me..except u..why? i don't deserved it..

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numb..just numb..blank.. thank u God..for today..for everything..

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skool was ok today.. fun of course.. yes! the noise of the class.. man! after hearing how the music industry work..it really sux.. very sad to know..the more cash u hav the better u can market yaself.. wat a money world..talent & skill dun seems like it matters now.. watever lah!!! dear God.. thank U for having the chance to study again.. without U..where would i be..? thank U so much..i duno

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skool is pretty good.. being student is so strange.. but a great feeling thou.. me 25 years old.student? ha ha! thank u GOd.. u have been so faithful.. i can't thank u enough..

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SKY's recording was great..ha ha! thank u God..without his presence.. i really doubt this rec. gona work..he he! amen! we only recorded drums..today.. well..it's really wicked man!!! all in the hands of God.. dear GOD.. i realized dat i've been slacking.. am i seeking u or just feeling jaded? man! am i so numb to how i feel? i ask for patience.. i ask to be more prayerful.. i came so far..

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late for church..tired.. worked at the Shop..ha ha! fun.. jammin was great.. i can't believe but Sky is gona record like in another16 hrs time..ha ha! praise u God.. for the food.. the band.. my talents.. the great friendships.. thank u sooo much!

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both rehearsal were awesome..tired..sticky.. thank u God.. so happy to know.. that i can serve U with these talents.. praise u.. glory belongs to U.. i can never thank u enough.. brownies seduction> i wait.. day by day.. i feel like tasting u.. so tempted to hear u.. still i dare not.. i see u from far.. in my mind, u walk.. i can only stare.. i duno why.. i feel your scent.. u make me want..

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went for drama cell today.. wah! i'm really bad with scripts.. ha ha!..something i'm bad at.. memorising.. thank u God.. the talents i hav belongs to u.. it's not mine but yours.. help me not to complain.. but to learn & appreciate what u hav given me.. lost in words.. speechless..me incomplete sentence.. words i can't make out.. sunk deeper..pain.. i can't dig out.. silence.. am i hurt? am i

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jammin was awesome..ha ha! recording soon..yeah!!! thank u God..for food..for the everything.. can never thank u enough!.. most of all..thank u for hearing me.. brownie seduction > I would luv to hear u. taste the scars. feel the pain of a lovely princess. Why don't you sleep early? You must rest the tired mind. Hope you are not tiring yourself out. I would luv to hear u. But at nights u

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strange.. in the mood..same feeling oppressed.. heavy..unspoken..speechless if i let it out.. i'll just break down.. i dun wana feed on this.. dun wana feed on u.. thank U God..for the food..for the friends..for the everything..my talents..my gift..my all..belongs to.. ..U i surrender..my sweet surrender..

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tired..rehearsal went well..todayi felt out of place..a bit drained..had a great time with Andrew..ha ha! he's acting as the police man again..he he! thank u God.. teach me to follow your ways more than mine.. help me to overcome my feelings.. even thou it's so real.. help me to know u r even more real!!! help me to trust u..help me!!! this's what i pray!!! amen.. u seems so far away..

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i am so bad at remembering my lines..wah! 1 church play coming..errr! man! sometimes i think i can't act..but then again..i must praise God..it's His gift not mine..ha ha! i am thankful..thank u God for today..it's beautiful.. yes! woke up early today..darn tired..slept for 2 hrs..errrrr!

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trust..believe..hav faith..& faith is something u can't see but believe..so i believe..i choose to believe.. thank u God..for your everything..

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blank!!! man! my 2nd day..emotionless..nothing in my head.. xbox is great,graphics r awesome..he he! thanx Mr pirate who lives in Serangoon..he he! it's great..that i spoken to my sensei on msn..he he! but she bz today..well..i'm happy.. thank u God..for everything..for today..

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tired..strange..not smiling..sweet.. thank u God..i'll be so lost if i've not met u.. my sensei teach me new phrase.. watasi wa chocolate ga suki= i like chocolate.. oyasumi..sensei..

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Rehearsal was fun..yes! tired.. tend the wmum Shop..aircon + x men..to enjoy..ha ha! feeling insecure..but i'm good now..i guess i just need to hear some stuff..so comforting words..it's just my low esteem me..thot this part of me died..sadly,i need to deal with my emotions..need to be more careful..still dun understand wats going on..but i'm just gona pray..nothing seems to make sense.. thank

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it hurts..i'm hurt..still there.. i won't deny..maybe i'll be worse if i don't seek God.. still bothers me..i wana walk out of her..i wana chill.. i wana hav the strength to walk & not turn back.. sore..just realized it's just me..i can't seems to forget .. i don't understand..why did the pain came back to visit me.. maybe i'm not done..how can i leave my heart's cry.. all those unspoken emotions

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today..drama cell was ok..i really duno whether am i good at acting.. it's a worship to GOd..His gift not mine.. so i praise u GOd..His glory not mine.. i'm His kid..yah! the boy that farts & burps anywhere anytime..ha ha! putting God 1st in everything i do..wah! really put me to test.. what a week of surrendering & seeking HIm 1st..not even the bother about the outcome.. i want to believe..&

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words from GOD> Trust in ME..just trust in ME..wait..& u shall see..be normal..your luv will return..be what u use to be praises to u> man! thank u Lord..surrender a word u want me to learn.. thank u for teaching me.. help me to die to myself more.. only in u.. i'll find freedom & healing.. i am healed.. a product of prayer..thank u God.. i was broken..but i'm patched up.. i was angry..but

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03:11:09 AM Nothing about me, nothing for me.. Maybe it's just me that needs to change.. To learn.. unlearn.. relearn.. pick up the pieces of me.. glue it back together.. it's not the same.. it'll never be the same.. Maybe it's just me that needs to change.. Maybe it's just me that needs to change..Maybe it's just me that needs to change..Maybe it's just me that needs to cMaybe it's just me

SYstemachinanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5914999.post-1078854417830247002004-03-10T01:46:00.000+08:002004-03-10T03:32:40.640+08:00

a man lost a fight..went back to his cave & train for 22 days & when he's done..he cave out of his cave..guess wat..his opponent took out a gun & shot him..there goes his 22 days of training.. dear God.. let ya will be done..i come b4 u as a nobody..i lose..i surrender once again,even my flesh is against me..i am sorry! i want to luv u,God..i want to respect u..so here i am at my weakest..

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dear GOd..hav mercy on me..a person who's so selfish,so self-centered..let your will be done..i've lost! i am a nobody b4 u..who am i to bargain? i am sorry GOd..pls help me to walk the path u want me to..even it's against my flesh..i am so ashamed of myself..let your will be done..i've lost!..God u r my everything..i'm so sorry..i'm so sorry..wat was i thinking? wats wrong with me? i'm feeling

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lousy.. but God..is good..He is awesome..praise u God..i know u r with me..thank u for being who u r..God..thank u for the rainy weather..thank u..no words can describe how i feel..no words..jammin was awesome..a new song was born..i choose joy..i choose u..Jesus.. i dunno anything anymore.. wat's real? wat?..why? i believe in it..i dun wana hide..02:00:29 AM

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Woke up late for church..yes! another sleepless night again..wat's wrong? wat's wrong?..feel very tired..yeah! very tired..a stiff neck..a strain back..yeah! lastnite gig was killa..ha! the short film thingy was great..yeah! lots of waiting to do..wat's new.. praise u God..thank u for the chance to live..to see..to understand.. will i sleep tonite? i feel lousy..haven't felt this way for a

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3 letter session gig is awesome man!..the moshpit is destruction man!!! so happy to receive such good response out of these dudes..had great moments with the rockstar boys..he he! all the bands played well..so happy for these dudes..yeah! praise u GOD..the SKY's set is really from U..there were heaps & heaps of boys moshing& slamming..thanx u GOD so so much..man! i feel HIS presence..what a

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Just finish my 5km jog..yes! done my shower stuff..he he!..well,not tired thou!..hmm..about 12 hrs time..the gig is gona happen..not really in the mood man! but i am excited boy!!! strange.. hung out with Shawn & Shawna this morning..Shawn's b'day..ate bak gua..he he! drunk lotsa coke..had pizza too..he he!BAD!!! the moon is bright & beautiful today..what a clear sky man! WAH KOOL!!! can't

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